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posted on Tuesday, October 18, 2011 @ 7:54 PM | back to the top.
wah! wah!
An advanced birthday gift from mama. Thank you so much, thats a first from you. And I appreciate that a lot. So goodbye Moto, and... hello Samsung!  =D posted on Tuesday, October 4, 2011 @ 12:20 AM | back to the top.
jatuh bangun, bersatu hati.
"My friends are like a deck of cards, they come in kings and queens, red and black, six and seven, but if one is missing, the deck won't work...and that is friendship." When people don’t get our jokes, I don’t think of it as a “you had to be there” kind of thing, more of a “you had to be mentally retarded like us” kind of thing. (=  Stay as one y'all. It's certainly has been an honour to be friends with each of you guys. We'll meet again soon, InsyaAllah. Bila Bila ooi!  And I'm gonna miss you too. Study hard in school alright, jangan luper kan si syai ni yer! (: posted on Saturday, October 1, 2011 @ 11:56 PM | back to the top.
berakhir sudah.
 Mengapa ada dusta Tika cinta melanda sukma Tika setia diombak resah Masihkah ada bahagia Mengapa ada dia Tika rindu padamu saja Tika restu untukmu jua Akhirnya aku yang merana Mengapakah aku diluka Derita kerana sebuah cinta Yang sekian lama kita bina Inikah sumpah setiamu Terhadapku setia selalu Ke akhir hayatmu Ternyata palsu Kuterima semua ini Sudah kehendak takdir Ilahi Berakhirlah semua kini Episod cinta ini... Menjadi sebuah memori Dan jangan ada benci Tika kesal menggamit hati Tika segan menyentuh jiwa Anggaplah lumrah dunia posted on Friday, September 23, 2011 @ 2:32 AM | back to the top.
forgiven, but not forgotten
It's been exactly one year now. I'm just surprised that I'm still breathing. do you even remember? posted on Wednesday, September 14, 2011 @ 8:12 AM | back to the top.
Trauma
 ".... When you lose someone, someone you love, when they break your heart, it's the hardest thing you could ever go through. And no matter how much time has passed, it never really goes away. Yo may think you're getting better, but really you're just trying to make yourself believe that you are going to. And when you get a flashback, or hear a song that reminds you of a memory, it hits you back all at once, like a stab in your chest. You fall apart again, and you just feel like wanting to crawl under a rock and never come out again. You love that person with all of your heart, they hurt you worse than you have ever been hurt. They stole your happiness, but yet. Yet, you still want them, only them. Other people come along, giving you chances to move on, but you know deep down, you don't want to. It upsets you that you have to move, because you promised you never would. And even though they'd broke all of the promises made, you still want to keep yours. But that's not what matters the most... Simply said, you're terrified. Terrified of getting hurt again. " That probably sums up the whole mess I am in now. I sincerely apologize to you, dear friend. You, yes you. As i see it, you came into my life at the wrong time, when I am still trying to pick up the pieces. I just don't wish to go through the sufferings I had. No, no more of that please. I came a freaking long way before I can slowly get back up in life, even then I am still very much haunted from my past. I do not want to jeopardize that by jumping into another shithole. You know my story. But you were not there to see those sufferings, that suicidal attempts, that I stupidly put myself into and having to go through insults after insults for the past one year just to forget that someone I love so much in the past. You're a very nice girl that I have to admit. Come to think of it, we could have been happy together by now, if I have not met that few wrong people back then which caused me to lose my trust in relationships. And you. you're just too good for me. In fact, I think a person as sweet as you are, deserves a guy who is a whole lot better than Syai. Circumstances has it that, try as I may, I am still unable to open up myself to a whole new possibilities of happiness between us. I want my next relationship with a girl to be an exciting journey together, where she will stick by me through thick and thin come what may, whom I eventually will marry, and have a happy family together. I am not up for those kind of stories that we're so accustomed to hearing nowadays, where relationships only last for a few months, weeks or even days. Label me for all I care, but that is how I value my lovelife, to be her last. Syai merancang, tapi Tuhan yang menentukan. Seandainye Dia jodohkan kiter berduer, akan pastinyer kiter bersama juga akhirnye. But for now adeq manis, I'm really really sorry. posted on Sunday, September 11, 2011 @ 3:20 PM | back to the top.
rewind back the times.
But... until when? posted on Wednesday, August 31, 2011 @ 1:05 AM | back to the top.
first day.
The one thing I look forward to on the first day of Raya.
(=
posted on Monday, August 29, 2011 @ 7:15 PM | back to the top.
Its Hari Raya!
 Wassssssssssssssup people!! Like finally, UT3 is over! wooohoo! UT3 was okay for me, I felt that the first 3 modules was pretty much doable as I did revised for it, but the last module FOM was a serial killer. I hope I clear that module. I do not want to spend a semester having to repeat that. Noooo. So aniway, I shall not gonna talk so much about it cause I really do not want to think about it anymore. Like what orang-orang kata lah kan 'yang sudah tu sudah...' hahaha! Finger-cross, I really hope that would be my last UT I am gonna take, cause I'm really getting sick and tired of that school already. Hahaha. Aniway, oh! Did I mention I got an interview for an intership with AirAisa? Hehe! Well, Earlier on I got JetStar cabin crew internship, but I guess takde rezki lah kan. I dont mind any companies though, just as long I do get into an internship and I'll be fine. There's still possibility that I might not get into internship though, and still have to come back to school for the final semester. So, wish me luck I do get into the internship okay friends! Done with that. So after today, I can proudly say that another Ramadhan has gone by where I managed to fast the full month for 11years now! wooohooo! Ramadhan has gone, and here comes the month of Syawal, the month where we all just love don't we? Hahaha! This year's red for me, and I pretty much like the baju raya tahun ni. menambahkan ke-cute-an sayer jer nih. Conform! hahaha! Okaylah, Syai nak ambil kesempatan ini untuk menyusun sepuluh jari jemari untuk meminta maaf kepada semuer kawan kawan, yang sudi singgah dan rajin menyinggah ke blog saye yang tak sebeberape ni. Ampunkan lah segala kesalahan syai ni yer, baik yang sengaje ataupun yang tidak sengaje, kalau syai terlebih gurau ke, kalau pernah tersinggung perasaan biler syai post kat blog ni ker, dah segala2 Ter yang sewaktu dengannyer lah yer. Akhir kata, syai pun hanya manusia biasa yang akur pada kesilapan. Sedangkan Nabi ampunkan umatnyer, apatah lagi diri kita ini, untuk menahan diri dari memaafkan mereka yang bersalah pada kita. (= Selamat Hari Raya Kawan-kawan... jom main bunger api! "Pupul rindu neneq sangat-sangat. Raya tahun dah masuk tahun ke dua tak dapat makan ayam rendang neneq. Pupul selalu ingat neneq, tapi neneq sampai sekarang tak datang dalam mimpi pun? Sampai hati neneq.. Maafkan pupul atas kesilapan pupul yang dulu yer. Moga neneq dalam keadaan yang senang dan gembira bersame Atok dimana sahje neneq berada sekarang ni.. Selamat Hari Raya, neneq. Tunggu tao nanti pupul datang tengok neneq!" ('= posted on Thursday, August 25, 2011 @ 1:41 AM | back to the top.
back to square one.
That hand-on-chest moment as it goes by.... makes me realised one thing; That all these while I was trying so hard to convince myself that I am okay.
Gosh, I freaking miss you.
posted on Sunday, August 21, 2011 @ 1:43 AM | back to the top.
a year on.
Happy 18th, awaq. ('= |
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