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 People don't keep journals for themselves. They keep them for other people, like a secret they don't want to tell, but they want everyone to know. I don't own any of these pictures unless I state them. All photos and quotes on this blog are the properties of the respectful owners.Anyone wishing for their works to be credited please contact me via formspring or the tagboard itself. thank you. |
posted on Tuesday, April 26, 2011 @ 7:17 PM | back to the top.
Meraung; song of the night.
   Karaoke at the Cuppgage, First time ever! Celebrated this belated birthday friend of mine here and I gotta say, we had a lot of fun 'singing' at the top of our voice that night! hehehe... Happy belated 21st Liyana! Wishing you all the best in your future endeavour. And thank you for reading my blog, and those countless advices to move on. It's not helping aniway, hee! (= Sayang korang semuer! posted on Friday, April 22, 2011 @ 2:05 AM | back to the top.
the path I chose to go.
Sometimes the things that you really want the most don't happen, and what you least expect, happens. I don't know. it's like, you meet thousand of people and none of them really touch you. And then you meet that one person, and your whole life's changed, completely. There will come a time in life when you become absolutely infatuated with a single soul. For this person, you will do anything, absolutely anything and everything and not think twice about it. But when asked why, you have no answer to it. You will try your whole life, asking yourself and understand how just that single person can affect you as much as they do, but you never will understand. And the best thing is, no matter how badly it hurts, or how badly you hate it, you'll love this person for the rest of your life... without any regret. .......and I wonder how you have been doing all this while. Be safe, alright.
posted on Friday, April 15, 2011 @ 12:00 AM | back to the top.
it all began with a friend request.
" Yo orang di sane! nak tanyer, yang di sane pun _____ yer? ("_) " "yuuuuup yup.y do tink saye add awak? haha. takkan nk increase numbr kawan stakat gtu je kn . .ape la. ." "aah no, thats not what i meant. haha. i know u are my ____. cause i rememebered u were at the ____ for ____. hahaha. so sayer ni nak tawu jugak lah _____ mane awak ____ ..." "no! da brape lame sei! hehe .tak la main2 je. . . ya .super new . .why? tak ____ eh? " "ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! apa ini cakap? haha.. no laa, ape seh _____ tak ____.. tak berniat gitu pun. its good that there are __________. ____ ____ for ____ ah ni. great! ____ ____, ____ sumer yer? :) " "okay, whats PER?? can tell? (''_) hahahah. yknow, its hard to find ____ like u. yang sesamer _____ dgn ____ _____. =D kudos to kamu! " "u said fantastic ke per. thn i say per .hah. =p XIE XIE! ##CLEAR THROAT##“I WOULD LIKE TO THANK MY FAMILY,FRIENDS! FANS”:) " "kay, i think i got u. hahahaha!! in aniway, all the best _____ _____, insyaallah ader rezki, ____ ____ ____.. :)" : : : : : : : : : : : : : "hahah! siang bangun? LOLS.." "hehe.. im ____ kan..=p" "haha! mana lah tahu kan. haha!! ____ ker facebook? hahah!:)" "hehe. skali skale slack kat ____ ____ kluakan hp pakai internet.. tak sala. tak. tak. haha" "haha! bagus.. amalkan selalu! anw, sorry kalau ganggu..!:)" : : : : : : : : : : : : : "hahaha.. no worries.. hahaha.. like how im supposed to know kamu maseh di fb ker tak kan.. yah, maseh sempat fb lagy? tak reti nak tido ker... hahaha!" "cakap org! bluek! haha. im in the bus otw hm ____ _____ ____.. =p" "haha! wah seh!____ eh.. bagus bagus, ____ ____, confirm ____ ____!:) anw, dalam bus pun sempat fb-ing? macam style gitu eh. tunggu lah sampai rumah kalau yer pun.. hahaha.." "enta la kn kalau ____ ke tak. =/. takot. haha kk. ape2 msg my hp if you may, _______. nanti ____ mara if my ppd kip finishing pasal internet. bye syaiful!" "hahaha! alrightey then. will text kamu in a while. sorry kalau ganggu yer..! have a safe trip home! :D " ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ And that's how it all began exactly one year ago. I can't bear to read everything that happens next, it's just too much hurt that I could take.And it's time for me to clear every single thing, since it's of no use anymore. What dissapoint me wasn't how everything turned out in the end, but the fact that you became everything that you'd promised not to be. posted on Monday, April 11, 2011 @ 12:28 AM | back to the top.
bro's 21st !
 Happy 21st Ikhlas! Abang2 ah now, kerek pe? hahahaha.. Happy 21st dude, moga Allah berkati hidup kau dan sekeluarga. No prezzies, but let's go out this coming weekend and source out some chicks for you to hook up with. Hahaha! No, I'm not being some gayish fvck here, just that I feel that your one of the special friends who deserve a mention in my own personal space. so please.. be honoured aye? Hahahaha! but seriously, thanks dude for Everything. Thanks for listening me out when I need to let my shits out. May God bless you, bro. Enjoy your day! uhn tsk uhn tsk all the way! (= posted on Saturday, April 9, 2011 @ 12:00 AM | back to the top.
could have been 11th.
".... It's when I'm standing right here, and you're just there a few metres away from me and I'm unable to find the words to tell you how much I love you and how much I miss you that I just feel like screaming to the whole room that I'm still in love with you. It's when I'm sitting alone with the phone in my hand, dialling your number and then hanging up, that I would trade a thousand tomorrows just for one yesterday. Then I could just call to say goodnight. It's when I am really sad about something and I need someone to hear me out that I realise you're the only one who could understand me. It's when I cry myself to sleep at night and it hits me how much I would give, to hold you at that very moment. It's when I think about you that I realise, I don't want any other girls in this world. I sweear I don't want. I just want you. Just you. " And every 9th of the month, I can't help it but feel really sad. It's like I feel really lost all of a sudden, wishing that everything that I'm facing now was just a mere illusion and that it would be okay at the end. What makes me to hold on up till now is the mere thought of ... 'if it's not going to happen tonight, it's perfectly okayy. I'm sure everything's gonna be fine by the next 9th.' But, yeah. it's only tonight that finally the thought strike me, after so long. the question of ... 'Until when, syai?' If I'd known from the start that this is how my life is gonna be, I swear to myself I would never have open my heart to fall in love in the first place. But I guess, this is life isn't it. Gosh, I freaking miss you so badly. No amount of words can describe this feeling of emptiness that I've been feeling ever since you walk out from my life. And seeing how you have completely moved on and those pictures of the two of you, I just can't help but fake a smile infront of the rest. And all I could muster was a... 'Well, at least she's happy...' I guess I just still dont get the idea of letting go. And as the clock strikes 12midnight tonight, I lay down on my bed just staring outside the window, I whispered to myself.... ' it could have been our 11th together, awaq. ' why awaq, why? )'= posted on Wednesday, April 6, 2011 @ 2:31 AM | back to the top.
sorry for not answering.
And why the hell did I choose to off my freaking handphone today, of all days?! Why must I be let down every single time? Do you know how sucky it feels when all along you have been waiting for something, and when it do really happen, you were not there to witness it? I'm so pissed off at myself right now, very much. Just minutes before I was contemplating on whether or not I should switch off the phone, since the batt's gonna be dead in a few minutes aniway. And I took the risk that it will never happen tonight, since just minutes ago I had a 'nudge war'. But I was wrong. FuckMyLife. sigh. ini baru kate orang, dah takde jodoh. urgh! )'= posted on Monday, April 4, 2011 @ 12:31 AM | back to the top.
and until, you.
 The best thing that could have ever happen to me. And I'd swear it came so unexpectedly, but it sure was comforting. Was just about to get ready for bed initially, and... Walah! Y'know... I have been waiting, and am still waiting actually, and I am thankful to the One Above for the wonderful surprise He has given to me. Ahhh shucks... i know i know, it does not mean much aniway. But at the very least, I appreciate the effort put in. So, thank you so much. Now, I don't wanna expect anything cause I know I'm gonna be dissapointed again. So, yearp. Am just gonna smile it off, be thankful that it happened and then wake up to a new day. and yes, I did really for the first time had a really good night sleep yesterday muker pun ade senyum ajeeer! (= To whom it may concern, thank you iyerr. 11days more, got any clue? |
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