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posted on Tuesday, February 12, 2013 @ 10:07 PM | back to the top.
I'm all smiles now.
Finally, rainbows after the rain.
=) Am just glad the torture is finally over. For now. Not going to promise that it will never happen again, since nothing has really been talked about, yet. I will still wanna talk it out just so we can avoid such arguments in the future. But really, I thank Allah you're finally back in my arms. Rindu banget! posted on Monday, February 11, 2013 @ 5:13 PM | back to the top.
When I was your man
I thought the days are gonna get better now, but I was wrong. In fact, I think everything's done and dusted now. And I dont like whatever I am feeling right now. The feeling that you have finally gave up. Why? Why? Why? I just dont know what else I should do now. Trembling with fear, without knowing what step I should take, is this finally it? Please. If you really think you have enough of us, tell me. I'll take it like a man. I'd been through shits worse than this in the past. If this is indeed the end, I will have to start erasing all memories we shared together. Yes, including all these pictures we took in the phone. I'm sorry I did not do enough to be a better man for you. If you think being apart would be a happier choice for you, you'll have my blessings..
" Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made
And it hunts me everytime I close my eyes... "
posted on @ 2:32 AM | back to the top.
Patience is key
Today was just as boring as yesterday and the past few days. Nothing new huh? Well, went out to Causeway Point to check out some stuffs and it didnt help that most of the shops are closed. For a moment I thought Woodlands was being attacked by a zombie apocalypse. Dinner at KFC followed, and that literally sums up my day. And then, this happened...  Finally, your text message came. I was so happy and angry, yet excited at the same time when the irritating text notification sounded. Happy because, my prayers were finally answered. Angered. because it took such a long time for you to finally text me. Tak miss orang ke ah?! heh. Lucky enough I did not break down or stuffs in front of the bros. This time, I replied. Well, I told myself that I should just put my ego aside and reply you the next time your msg comes in, precisely why I was like waiting day by day for your text. Eeeeee geram jee. And then, you kept quiet. No reply from you. But its okay, it is already comforting enough to know I came across your mind that you had to text me. Pls do know I have always been waiting for your call or text every single day ever since we separated. But please, the next time you feel like texting, takmo tunggu lama lama please? And God, thank you for this. I appreciate it. Goodnight earthlings. posted on Sunday, February 10, 2013 @ 1:24 AM | back to the top.
The best make up.. is a smile
So... the whole day today was boring to the core. I rot myself in my room the whole day since I did not have any plan for the day. Good thing Arep was free; We met around my area to lepak, and then Ilah joined in after her work. Well, it was okay. It beats doing nothing at home all day.  If I had a choice, I would rather spend my day, with you. I swear that's the only thing I want so much in my life now. Urghh. I don't know what else I should do, other than keeping still to my phone hoping you'll text me or something. It's okay, I guess. I should just stay cool and pretend everything's good. In front of you, or the friends. Yup, thats it. Smile, it definitely will help to mask the pain. Here's hoping you're doing good over there alright.  posted on Saturday, February 9, 2013 @ 3:32 PM | back to the top.
Teman Pengganti
Got hooked to this song ever since campmate introduced it to me. posted on @ 3:09 AM | back to the top.
day 11
It definitely feels good to be back blogging again...I finally found some place to let everything out to ease this aching heart and mind. I wouldnt want to be ranting it out on my twitter page nor on my facebook page, lest people would think I needed attention. If anyone happens to chance upon this dusty blog of mine, i welcome you to read my posts, and do know whatever I post is what I needed to let it all out. I want you to know, that this past 11 days and counting has been a difficult moment for me just as much as you. I'd been waiting hopelessly for you to at least showed me that you still cared about me, about us. So you can probably imagined how I'd felt when you gave me that one text wishing me goodnight and that you missed me. I got to admit, I so wanted to reply to you and tell you how badly I miss you, yet ego stopped me from doing so. I thought that if i gave in (again), we could or might have been back together again, but really, would that have prevented us from the same issues that has become our stumbling block in the future? I dont think so. I wished you would understand why am I so adamant or dissaprove to your decision, I wished you would feel what I have felt.. Like what I said, I hope you will have to go through what I had with 'em so you will understand what it is like being me. On my part, I regretted saying its over at that night. I should have controlled my emotions better. Maybe, things would have turned out differently. And now, Im stuck with these uneasy & uncontrollable emotions every single day & night, longing for you to be back in my arms. Please do not give up on us. I still love you. I still love us. 
Allah, please keep her safe sound.
posted on Friday, February 8, 2013 @ 6:47 PM | back to the top.
I need her.
You will never know just how much I love you.
Please come back.
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