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posted on Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ 1:26 AM | back to the top.
happy new year, everyone.
and so its the last day before the year 2009 ends and we welcome the year 2010. Honestly, i am scared for what the future will hold for me, or whether i will still be around for the whole year of twenty-oh-ten and beyond. well, i will just take it as it goes and hope that 2010 would be a year of full of surprises for me. Amin~~

okay roughly the year of 2009 have been a pleasurable year. Experienced both the ups and downs of life. I'll try to recall to the best of my knowledge everything that i have gone through throughout this year alright.

~Happy Moments!~

(1)
successfully graduated from ITE Simei with higher nitec in Electrical Eng.
but i have yet to collect my cert.
=________="


(2)
successfully entered Republic Poly,
thus achieving my dad's dream.

(3)
thus, meeting new wonderful friends like Siti, Ahmad, Mai
Ain, Mirah, Zul, Azhar and the beloved W35F Peeps.

(4)
Joined the GNK Family,
and met new friends like B, Zul, Kak Rose, Kak Shaa, Mai, Zaff and the gang.

(5)
got 2nd placing for Piala Seni Dikir 4
with AC Ilsapudih.
( combination of ChuChus and Andika)

(6)
still have that random lepak session with the lepak gangs
like Arif, Han, Mus, Saf and Ilah.

(7)
got to know someone whom I will never forget
for the rest of my entire life.

(8)
passed my 2b motor license test
with just a single attempt!

yeah, that's about it. Those happy moments that occurred to me for the year of 2009. I am pretty sure that there are more than what i have written down, but i just can't think of anymore at the moment. will probably note it down later when i have remembered them aite. So, not only that. I too, like any other human beings, have my own share of unhappiness, such as :-

~Sad/Angry Moments!~


(1)
my new phone dropped into the toilet bowl,
thus i had to use my old one, the N70 UP UNTIL NOW.

(2)
that knee injury i had sustained during a soccer tournament i was in
back in 2008, and it hurts, TILL NOW.

(3)
As such, I can never play soccer, AGAIN.
its as good as calling myself a crippled.

(4)
the death of my beloved granny on the 1st of May.
this was really the most painful reality i have to accept
that neneq wont be around me, ever again.
='(

(5)
got to know my own mum had an online affair with another man,
which nearly ended with a divorce, had i not intervened.

(6)
and mum and dad had been quarreling a lot, ever since.
i really hoped this stops.

(7)
i don't know whether its true,
but i think now, my dad has an affair with another woman.
this is just my instinct. but i really hope im wrong.
Tuhan yang tahu segala-galanya,
kalau betul, mesti Dia tunjukkan.

(8)
known someone, which made an impact to my life.
but sadly, we are not on talking terms anymore.
i dont know why, it just died.
but i still hope, we can be like how we used to be,
cause i just hate this silence.


As you can see, i may laugh, i may smile. I may do all those stupid, funny things. But deep within, no one knows the actual Syai, really. Ever since my dearest neneq left me, i am feeling all alone in this world. it feels as though no one really is there for syai, cause it used to be only her who really cares for me. With the ongoing problems and shoutings at home, who can i turn to to pour out my sorrows? Mum? Dad? No, i am not able to. Pity my lil sis, for having to go through all this. She's still young, and she has to face all this. that's probably why im strict towards her, too strict i guess. Cause having that natural 'big bro' thingy, makes me too protective of her.

But i choose not to succumb to fate. I wont sit down, and cry and let all that get onto me. I choose to stand up, with my head held high and stay positive. i have always believed in this:
"A minute of your time spent being sad, is 60 seconds happiness of your life being wasted"
so i choose to be happy, to accept whatever God has planned for me, with open arms and just to enjoy life while i am still given the opportunity to. =)

Alright, to end with my post for today, these are just some of the things which i really hope, will happen to me in Twenty-O-Ten.

(1)
to be in the Mega Perdana 2010 Finals
with ChuChu Datuk Merah.

(2)
hope that I will still be as close with Siti, Ahmad, Azhar
and the gang.

(3)
for the GNK Family to bond together much more closely
as a family.

(4)
hope that my knee will recover soon, such that i can kick a soccer ball again.
i hope so.

(5)
to have a happy family back again.

(6)
hope that i can continue my friendship with her,
like how it used to be.
yes, you.
you know who, cause i know you'll be reading this.

(7)
hope that my granny is doing well,
wherever she is now.
and for her to come to my dreams, again
please neneq!


(8)
still have that random lepaks with the lepak gangs
( Saf, Arif, Han etc)
and our friendship to stay strong, come what may.

(9)
more medal/awards/trophies
for upcoming dikir barat competitions
with Chuchu!

(10)
wants that class 2A and class3 license
by 2010.
conform punya!


and last but not least,

(11)
For all my friends, or whoever that knows syai
to be happy always with their loved ones.
Amin~~
=)



HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!
~ ikhlas dari syai ~



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posted on Sunday, December 27, 2009 @ 7:02 PM | back to the top.
macha's bday!

happy 18th!!
semoga kau panjang umur, pendek nafas yer..
yang penting, sekarang dah boleh sapsusap freely ehk, dah takyah
nak sembunyi sembunyi lagy..
hehe!
weee!!~~

[ and i'm done. ]

posted on Thursday, December 24, 2009 @ 6:26 PM | back to the top.
sweet surprise






and it all ended well.

mama looked so so surprised,
and she thought we did not remember her birthday,
since no one had wished her, yet.
hahaha!
of course we did not wish you, mama. because we had a little surprise for you.
hehehe!
enjoy the cake!

off to have sleep now everybody,
and oh, before i forget.
Merry Xmas to all my Kafir friends yaw!!
=)

p/s:
went to cut my hair before buying the cake: 10 bucks.
the cake itself: 25 bucks.
seeing the expression on mama's face: priceless.




[ and i'm done. ]

posted on @ 1:29 AM | back to the top.
its mummy big day today!

happy birthday, mama.
semoga tuhan murahkan rezki
dan panjangkan umur mama yer..

So much have happened lately,
though i dont think mama's going to read this post,
i just want you to know that
abang, adek and ayah
still loves you.


gonna buy a cake today,
hoping everything will turn out well.
good night everybody.



[ and i'm done. ]

posted on Wednesday, December 23, 2009 @ 2:16 AM | back to the top.
you're my sweet mistake.
credits to the owner of the picture.

Just a random post for today. well guess what?
i miss you suddenly.
yes you.

i could not believed i once used to love you so dear.
i thought i could move on.
true much, i did.
i thought i was happy with how things are right now.
i was initially,
but tonight, right here, right now
those feelings just came right back.

and i hope it goes away, soon.
because i dont want to fall any further.
but right now,
can i just say, i really do miss you?
yes you, i do.

" It's been quite awhile... I must say I miss our friendship. I miss you, but what I really miss the most is not just you or us but how it all was."

[ and i'm done. ]

posted on Monday, December 21, 2009 @ 11:33 PM | back to the top.
shagged, totally shagged
"take lah macha, one sip only laa dey! "


these were the beverages that were being offered to me when i followed Adek and Dugong to dugong's friends reunion chalet. Lucky thing i am not a drinker, or else i'll finish up everything by myself. nyehee. this is me, i know which is wrong and right. so yeah, i will never drink in my life, no offence to anyone in particular though.

yeah, so realized i've been spending much time lepaking with Dugong, Hulk and Adek especially. Ad i find that chilling out with these members of mine aint that bad after all. am still gonna find the time to lepaks with my other friends, though everytime nak ajak lepak, mesti jer tak free. macam mana nii?

didnt have a proper sleep for the weekends that have just passed. whole day followed Adek to help out Dugong with the wedding preparation on the Saturday, followed by joining the both of them to the chalet party which i mentioned aboved. it was a great night, seriously. friendly peoples, beverages galore, and foods. aku nii, dah tak minum, so air coke tu jer lah aku kerjekan nyehee..!

and yeah, proceeded home at around 6 in the morning, Adek send me home to take my things, then went to his home to change and get ready to go out, again. why? because that Sunday morning, ChuChu have a kompang show at Bedok, sedare Bob nyer majlis perkahwinan. So yerp, imagine just how shagged i was, 2 full days without sleep? but overall, it was really a great weekend for me. Just hoping that i have more of this in the future.

In the mean time, need to sleep now and recharge myself. GNK's 2nd day camp tomorrow.
yeah! yeah! yeah! yeah! yeah! yeah! yeah! yeah! yeah! yeah! yeah! yeah! yeah!

" Yang Penting yer kawan2, permainan 'chop chilli chop' haruslah dan diwajibkan untuk dimula dengan joget tarian zapin yer.. Eh wah~ Eh wah~ sampai pagii!!~~ =) "


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posted on Friday, December 18, 2009 @ 4:25 PM | back to the top.
so true lorh.
Okay, so just a random post for today. Since most of my friends are posting on their blogs, stuffs about 'what boys should know about girls' etc, i think i should post an entry about it too. yknow, just for the fun of it. nyehehee! alright, here's what i found on the Net and i think most of it are true. So here it goes!

23 Facts About Guys Every Girl should Know!

1. Men are NOT mind readers.

************

2. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way.

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3. Crying is blackmail.

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4. Ask for what you want.

Let us be clear on this one:

Subtle hints do not work!

Strong hints do not work!

Obvious hints do not work!

Just say it!

************

5. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.

************

6. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.

************

7. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a Problem. See a doctor.

************

8. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 Days.

************

9. If you won't dress like the Victoria 's Secret girls, don't Expect us to act like soap opera guys.

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10. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us.

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11. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one.

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12. You can either ask us to do something Or tell us how you want it done. Not both.

If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.

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13. Whenever possible, Please say whatever you have to say during commercials.

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14. Christopher Columbus did NOT need directions and neither do we.

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15. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings.

Peach, for example, is a fruit, not A color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is.

************

16. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," We will act like nothing's wrong.We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.

(hahahaha.. so true lorh..)

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17. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, Expect an answer you don't want to hear.

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18. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine. Really .

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19. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as baseball, the shotgun formation, or golf.

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20. You have enough clothes.

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21. You have too many shoes.

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22. I am in shape. Round IS a shape!

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23. And Lasly to all the girls out there, thank you for reading this.


had a great laugh reading this. cannot believe most of them are true. LOL. thats about all for today, need to change and get ready to go out. Dikir training today! PALUUUU!!~

bye people!
and yeah, FRIENDS!! LEPAKS PLEASE?
Mendak weyy holidays duduk umah jer!

[ and i'm done. ]

posted on Tuesday, December 15, 2009 @ 12:22 AM | back to the top.
school's out!
i know i have not been updating this space of mine here. nothing special happened over this few days, so i guess there was nothing special to update about. so sorry to all my dear loyal readers ehk. hehehe!! loyal readers kekape..

Okay, so finally ITS THE HOLIDAYS!! woohoo!! say what?? Holidays!! say what?? Its The Holidays!! done with two UTs for now, cognitive and physics. The rest will be after school reopens, so yerp gonna use the holiday break to catch up with my studies. speaking about the UTs that has passed, Cognitive was confusing, though i don't think i would have a problem passing this module. For Physics, i guessed this time, i am gonna do much better this time round. Well, at least this time i knew how to answer SOME of the questions, unlike the first one. nyeheehee!!

That's that, i guess it's really a good time for me to replenish my energy. gonna use this 2, 3 weeks of holidays to good use, i supposed. Like studying, and catching up with friends. So friends, meet-ups alright?? Just beep beep me. nyahaha! Other than that, i guess i'll be pretty much busy with the same old thing, Gamelan training as well as Dikir training. Speaking of which, I really must say that the senior's are really getting 'naik lemak'. No offence to anyone, but seriously i can see that one by one is taking their place in the top14 for granted. perangai macam siak gitu loh. nak datang training, datang. taknak datang, tak datang. aper kebender nih?? aargh, taknak cakap lebih lebih lah, nanti takut tersinggung pulaaq.

Aniway, wanted to post this way back but only found the time to do so now. Credits goes to Dzar, of Durba Dua, for producing this tongue-in-cheek video. Well, i gotta admit, to think back, some of the complaints made are really hilarious and like ______________ . hahahaha!! enjoy the video people!




[ and i'm done. ]

posted on Wednesday, December 9, 2009 @ 9:32 AM | back to the top.
light up!


f



My team's torchlight.
yippee!

thought it would be easier to complete the second engineering design project as compared to the earlier one, but i was hell wrong. needed to change our design of the gears at the very last minute, and luckily my team completed everything just as the faci was about to come to our table. nyeheehee! special thanks to Aidil, Jolene, Leonard and Ruby for the torchlight prototype.

solar-powered car next!

and did i mentioned before that i think the engineering design faci has something against me? Well, i seriously think he has a problem with me. From the comments he gave to me, it seemed like he thinks im not doing work in the team. Like WTF?!

this was what he commented:
Unfortunately, I did not really see the contributions you have mentioned in your RJ. I noted that you were working on the prototype intermittently and usually only do when others ask. Also, you appear to be easily distracted. You should be more proactive and try to actively contribute to the team plus stay with the prototyping process more consistently during the meetings. Though you were of use to the team today, I believe that you could have done more.

and this was what i said for my next submitted RJ:
"In my opinion, I think I do not expect much from my team mates. I would just want them to be cooperative and participate doing team discussion as well as being present in class because I feel, every team member counts because we need all the brains and the helping hands to finish our prototype. I don’t need team members who have to be clever or have that superior knowledge in the particular area we are doing because I feel we learnt from everyone else, and that is exactly why we are in school; to learn new skills and knowledge. For my part, I feel that I myself is being very cooperative and actively took part in the tem discussions, as well as rendering help whenever my teammates need it. Therefore, to refer to your previous comment for me, I feel that I have to totally disagree with you. To make it simple for your reading, this was what you wrote, “Unfortunately, I did not really see the contributions you have mentioned in your RJ. I noted that you were working on the prototype intermittently and usually only do when others ask. Also, you appear to be easily distracted. You should be more proactive and try to actively contribute to the team plus stay with the prototyping process more consistently during the meetings. Though you were of use to the team today, I believe that you could have done more.”Yes, its true I appeared distracted as well as I do things when others ask me to. But I hope you took note that I said, I was not one who can remember all the theories part, that’s what I compensate that back by being useful when my team needs something to be done. For today’s lesson, I took note of what you wrote and tried to participate even more actively and contribute to the team, and I feel I did achieved my objectives at the end of the day. And If you still do not see my contributions to the team today, then I really cannot say anything else or do exactly what u want me to do until you will be satisfied with my performance. and i feel that the purpose of having Facis around is to assist us, the students whenever we have problems but it seems you yourself are not able to answer most of our questions when being asked. So, i hope something can be done to improve on this. thank you and hope you have a great day, faci. =) "

Eff you upside down, Faci!


[ and im done. ]

posted on Saturday, December 5, 2009 @ 7:00 PM | back to the top.
joget salsa =)
Just a short post for today. Nothing special that has happened recently, so i dont see a point blogging. So pardon me for not updating. Yearp. so i know UT2 is next week, and i need to seriously study for physics. As expected, my grades for physics UT1 was superbly bad, hahaha. you dont have to know what grade i got, but just know its damn bad. Asked Nabilah's help with physics, and went to study with her on the last thursday, and i guess it helped much. Yeay yeay! I will probably study with her one of the days next week and also i did asked help from my faci with some revision. yeayness! i just dont want to repeat my module, so i need to really study this time. Amin~

Next, went to dikir training yesterday. Had some singing session with the juniors and yeah, its been confirmed that Cucu will be taking part in Piala Ilham Dipersembah(PID) by kumpulan Tanjak Taulan. But its still not confirmed whether we will be sending one or two team, must see the manpower first. hahaha. but i seriously like the juare song. *winks* never has Cucu played something like this, so it will bee our first time ever. Now, i cannot reveal too much, so let's just wait and see aite.. =)

After dikir training, followed Adek and Dugong pergy pancing. fishing fishing fishing. hahaha. this was my first time going fishing. I never fished in my life before, cause maybe no one in the family is a favourite of this sport. So reached Punggol end jetty at around 1plus in the morning, and they did their stuff while i sat at one corner. so from 2am they started fishing, they finally caught one at 240am, but it was a mudfish. -______________-" And so at around 4plus, after so long without any luck, they packed their stuff to go to another spot, at yishun seletar dam.
reached there, i was already sleepy by then. So, decided to just sleep inside the van, while they went to fish. by the time it was 7am, adek woke me up, said today no luck, so we all packed stuff and off we went home.

And so, you can see, like what i experienced myself, fishing requires a lot of patience. kekadang joran kene, kekadang tidaq. so, from what i can see, fishing is definetly not for me. hahaha. but it is definetely a good experience for me, since dapat lepak2 with members even though they did not catch anything for the whole day, except for one pathetic mudskipper. =)

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