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posted on Saturday, August 28, 2010 @ 11:51 PM | back to the top.
me is sad
 Believe me when I say I'd do something really crazy, like hurting myself.  And I'm missing you, neneq. I need you right now. I need you to listen to all these shits thats happening to me. Mum, Dad, Everything. I'm all alone in this world. good night everybody. posted on Wednesday, August 25, 2010 @ 10:43 PM | back to the top.
my back against the wall.
 *Credits goes to the owner of the image above* Missing you badly right now, love. Need to do some reflections of myself. So many stuff that I have to do, that i have to complete. UT3 is coming up really soon, and I need to study now, rather than later. I dont even think 11 days would be enough to complete every problem for 5 different modules. And it sucks knowing that I need to put in much more effort for me to clear the 2 point average. Just the average, mind you. Sheesh. Which leaves me with GNK pratices. I'd told myself that Imma gonna use these 2 weeks of holidays to revise for my upcoming UT3, but then again I know i have to improve on my attendance for GNK. I have never thought that GNK's going to take up a lot of my time. Reflections coming up in less than 2 months time, and yet the practices are already on a 3times per week session. Just imagine when reflections are drawing nearer. I feel bad for skipping trainings, and I admit to feeling quite lost whenever I do come for trainings, knowing that I have so much to catch up on. Which then leaves me to my dikir barat practices. Yes, for now there are no trainings since Raya is coming. Kire macam taking a short break lah kan. But what happens after that? Dengar-dengar, there will be a competition somewhere in October or November. And if it is true, and provided if Cucu's be competing, I will want to fight for selection, again. And if that were to happen, I can foresee trainings for Reflections and my dikir trainings to clash. See what im trying to point out here? I just have too much commitments, and if I were to sacrifice one of them, you should probably know what my answer would be. I guess I have to talk to Shaa or Ahmud about this, if there is any solutions to it. But, if it there isnt any conclusions to it, then I will have to do something about it, like pulling out from Reflections altogether. I know it'll be a drastic solution here, but I just dont want to affect the rest, who has always been coming for trainings and whatnots. you get my point. sigh. 15 days of puasa done, and alhamdulilah belum buang pun satu hari. Proud kaper seh. hahaha. Next week, will be a busy week for me. firstly, Iftar with W25H peeps. And then Iftar with Adi, Zul and the gang. And then Iftar with budak2 secondary school. Asyik makan luar ajer, mampos aku! kocek tengah kering sia ni. Looks like I may have to forget about going to Iftar with them, but I'll see how okay. Thanks for the invitation aniway, i appreciate that. SOrry in advance! Okay lah, I guess that's all about today's post. Need to read a little bit on those stupid notes I made before I head to bed. Take care everybody, selamat berpuasa. =) posted on Sunday, August 22, 2010 @ 12:17 AM | back to the top.
a date with the princess.
And so today, I went out on a date with my princess, a simple meet up over at Tampinese. Something happened which caused me to be slighly late today, so apologies love! The birthday card i made especially for her. I apologise for the bad handwriting. Don't blame me please. If you must, blame RP and its sysem. Almost 2 years of laptop, I actually forgot how to write nicely now. hehehe.. Ohwells, i hope you like it okay!  Carebear was my gift from me to her. Seriously, I'd swear i dont have any clue what to buy for you. Ask Siti if you cont believe me! I'd get so stressed up when it comes to birthday, because I dont really know whether you would like the gift or not. Aniway, I knew you would have obviously koew that I was going to get you that gift, because I myself asked you what you thought of carebears. Slenger or whuuut right? I know, but ohwells. Hope you like it baby! And oh!! awak takmo nak letak carebear yang saye beli, dengan carebear carebear you yang lain eh, kat dalam almari. dah tak special seyy macam gitu! =_=" Well, i didnt stop at that gift only. I wanted to make something extra, something sweet for her, other than just the gift. Because I felt that, since It was my first time celebrating a birthday of someone special to me, I wanted to come up with something memorable and hopefully she will appreciate my efforts. So, tada! with the help of my good friend siti, she gave me the idea of doing paperhearts as a gift. So, I made 105 paperhearts, put them in a pink glass bottle, and gave it to her. Mind you, penat seh buat paperheart tu okay. But i'm not complaining though. hehehe! why 105 you might ask? because its been 105 days ever since 090510, the day we got together; 105 days i have been in love with her, and counting. :)  Baby insisted on taking a picture with the carebear, and I was not allowed to touch it. pfft! =) I enjoyed my time with you today baby. I hope you did too. and the best part is, we're meeting again tomorrow! cannot wait! hehehe!  And thank you Siti Nurfazlun Binte Tahir for your help okay! Kao lah kawan yang paling best! hur hur! :) I guess, that's all for today people. Have a good day. :) posted on Saturday, August 21, 2010 @ 12:11 AM | back to the top.
happy birthday sayang!!
The clock has strike 12! it's ♥ birthday today!! woops! woops!!  cheydebah, you're a year older today. happy birthday ♥. Sorry this is the best I could do for you, wishing you through here instead of being there in person. Insyallah, we'll meet today okay. Have a blast on your special day! And I know I cant sing very well, oh... the wonders of youtube. sayaaaaaaaaaang awak deep deep! =) posted on Tuesday, August 10, 2010 @ 8:56 PM | back to the top.
its our third.
 After all that has happened, I still chose to stick with you. I do hope you realise you mean the world to me. and im not letting you go that easily. I have already forgiven you. so we shall start anew. Just please dont do it again,okay? I know i'm a day late. but i made up for it, didnt I ? Happy 3rd baby. :) done with that. Puasa starts tomorrow. I hope i'm able to fast the whole month, just like previous years. shall have a lil countdown for myself. To all my muslim friends, Happy Fasting!! posted on Thursday, August 5, 2010 @ 12:44 PM | back to the top.
the song says it all.
posted on Monday, August 2, 2010 @ 5:40 PM | back to the top.
The best thing about me is you.
 "Sometimes you love something so much that it hurts to leave it, but you must. Sometimes it hurts too much to hold on to that thing you love. And sometimes you let go of what you love because it hurts, but then just sometimes... you get it back and live happily ever after." "You can close your eyes to things you don’t want to see, but you can’t close your heart to things you don’t want to feel." "I'm hurting so bad inside, I wish you could see. I'm struggling to be someone that isn't even close to me." " Never say goodbye when you still want to try. Never give up when you still feel you can take it. Never say you don't love a person when you can't let go." Maybe i'm just thinking too much, or maybe there is really something going on. But the signs are not good. I dont want to feel sad, im tired of the sleepless nights. Sometimes I wonder, why do I feel like im the only one trying to hang on here? I just want you to know that these things are taking its toll on me. Im still holding on. Yes I still am. But please, just don't hurt me. "When you said forever, you meant a few months. When I said forever, I meant every day until I died. When you said always, you meant until you couldn't handle it anymore. When I said always, I meant until time ended. When you said you loved me, you meant I was no different from any other guys. When I said I loved you, I meant I had never felt what I felt for you." |
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