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posted on Monday, November 29, 2010 @ 11:35 PM | back to the top.
not hopeful, just thankful.
 So what can I say? I have got to be the happiest guy alive today. Because it finally happened. Though it lasted only for a few moment, I am satisfied with it. Maybe it was purely out of boredom, maybe it was because of other reasons. I do not not know. But knowing that I had actually came across someone's mind, it's more than what I can ask for. Syukur banget deh! Okay, I must not be too happy now, I know that. Because this does not show anything. Yes, I realised it, so not too worry. Just being grateful that it happened, so please allow me to savour this moment while it lasted. And like I said, today may not prove anything, esok luse.. siaper yang tahu? had to go through a lot, today finally arrived. so when's the next? syai tetap tunggu.  Allah, thank you so much. And thanks, you. I so love today. posted on Sunday, November 28, 2010 @ 10:56 PM | back to the top.
Let's get crazy.
     Happy 20th Saffy! 8 year friendship, still going strong.. All the best for your future endeavour buddy. Thank you so much for the time, both of you. posted on @ 7:04 PM | back to the top.
What's worth living.
 "Here's the thing. I thought she was going to be my other half. She was everything that I'm not. Without her, I'm not whole. That's why I can't understand how complete I thought I was, before she entered my life. Now that she has, I can't go back to just being me because now I know how it feels like to be whole. But hey, it's okay. I'll just continue living my life like how I've been doing. Because remember this; Sometimes we have to be apart from the people that we love. But that does not mean you'd would love them any less. Because the truth is, it'll just make you love them even more."  And thank you blogger, for always being there with me when I have nothing else to do. posted on Saturday, November 27, 2010 @ 11:55 PM | back to the top.
im sorry.
dad, i know you will not be reading this, but im sorry for being rude to you.dad, im sorry for staring at you straight in your eye. Back then when i was younger, I dont even dare to look at you while you were disciplining me. But that was then. I'm a grown up now. And I just don't like it when you come shouting at me. It's just me dad. I can't stand it when anyone shouts at me in my face. Because, I'll get angry, really angry. I have never intended to grow up to be a rebellious kid, and I don't see myself as one. I have, and will always respect you dad. dad, please know that it hurts me just as much, when I'd hurt you with my words. I swear I didn't mean a single word that I've said. I realised that I've gone too far, I'm sorry. those words; they were spoken at the heat of the moment kind of thing. At that point of time, I was seriously angry because you didnt know what was going on and you just came in and started scolding me. A small incident, escalating into something bigger and explosive. As I stormed out of the house, and I walked out in the rain dad, I thought back and I seriously regretted my actions. If only I kept my mouth shut and listen, these could have been avoided. Eveything seems to happen all so quickly.Dad, there are so many things that I wished I could tell you, every single stuff that's been occupying my head every single day. I wished, I could tell you that your son here, is not okay and is actually broken inside. That your son is having a problem in trying to get back up and move on in life. That he, for the first time, had fallen so hard for a girl who has now left him. He wished he could just, break down infront of you so you can put an arm around him, tell him how to face it like a man. But, how was I supposed to tell you all this? It'll be so damn awkward, you see. With all these shits that I'm going through, with the problems back home, and my failing academic results, and the fact that it's getting worst day by day, I just do not know how much longer I can take all this. And im proud to have you as a father, because no matter what's happening in the family right now, you still are fighting strong, to keep the family together. And it hurts me knowing that I had just just worsen the situation. No dad, I do not want that day to come where I will have to choose between living with mum, or you. Nope, I don't want that to happen. I'd still pray that everything will be just fine, and we will be just like how it used to be dad. Dad, I am really scared that I can't grow up to be the kind of man you want me to be. Your expectations of me are putting a great big deal of pressure on me. I'm trying to change, I swear dad. I just don't want to dissapoint you again, like how I did when I had to end up in ITE after my 'O's. You didn't say it out loud, but I knew you were, dad. You just didn't want to show it. And please remember this, I will never, ever abandon you nor mama, when I'm into the working world. Even if I don't turn out to be as successful as you want me to be, I will never ever leave my parents just like that. You can bet on this, dad. And to my lil sis. You will be reading this, I know. Im sorry I hurt you. Abang was just angry at you. You should jolly well know after all these years how short-tempered your brother here can be at times. and sometimes, I don't realise that I might be hurting you emotionally. And I sincerely apologise for that. The reason why I'm strict with you is because I just do not want you to end up, dissapointing dad, like how I did. In the future, if I failed to become what our dad wants me to be,at least Iknow I can count on you to make dad proud. Although you can sometimes pissed me off and make me angry, I do have that brotherly care and concern for you. And don't worry, like what dad says, I will always look out for you. let's face it, we only have each other to depend on. And you can bet on this. Dad, I know today wasn't the first nor I can promise it'll be the last time I quarrel with you. Please do know that I cry every single time after we quarelled. And today wasn't any different either. The looks in your eyes today, I knew you were holding back those tears. Wow, I cannot believe that I went until to that extent. You're known to be a really strict father, everybody knows that. And for me to make you as close to tearing, It must have really hurt you. Dad, I know you will not be reading all this. But I am seriously ashamed of my own actions. I am not going to come up to you, mainly because it'll be so awkward. I'm really sorry dad. Please forgive me, Your son. Labels: ampunkanlah dosaku ini, ya Allah. posted on Friday, November 26, 2010 @ 9:51 PM | back to the top.
gule gule H.a.c.k.s
 "One of the best feelings in life is rediscovering a song you once used to love. With hearing this song, you instantly feel the same exact emotions you once felt every time you played it. You even kind of get a flashback and see yourself sitting in your room singing along to this on replay for hours, And its only when you start to wonder how you could possibly forget about this song. How you could ever grow apart from something you used to cherish so much." Labels: ; h.a.c.k.s remember ? posted on Thursday, November 25, 2010 @ 5:46 PM | back to the top.
rester avec moi à jamais.
 theflightout.tumblr.com ~ Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest? -it's not love, it's like. You can`t keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I right? -it's not love, it's lust. Are you proud, and eager to show them off? -it's not love, it's luck. Do you want them because you know they`re there? -it's not love, it's loneliness. Are you there because it`s what everyone wants? -it's not love, it's loyalty. Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand? -it's not love, it's low self-esteem. Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don`t want to hurt them? -it's not love, it's pity. Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat? -it's not love, it's infatuation. Do you pardon their faults because you care about them? -it's not love, it's friendship. Do you tell them every day they are the only one you think of?? -it's not love, it's a lie. Are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake? -it's not love, it's charity. Does your heart break when they`re sad? -then it's love. Do you cry for their pain, even when they`re strong? -then it's love. Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts? -then it's love. Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you there? -then it's love. Do you accept their faults because they`re a part of who they are? -then it's love. Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret? -then it's love. Would you give them your heart, your life, your death? -then it's love. "It's sad when people you know become people you knew. When you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life. How you used to be able to talk for hours. And how now, you can barely even look at them." Labels: And I wasn't kidding when i said i'll always love you. posted on Tuesday, November 23, 2010 @ 7:07 PM | back to the top.
syukran.
And so the results are finally out. Taken from Dkulan 2010 blogspot.   Chuchu's tukang juara, abang Fai kiter.. got 3rd place. Chuchu's karut on standby, Uncle dugong kiter.. are joint 5th with langgam sukma sari Chuchu's percussionist and Awok-awok, are in 7th place. Chuchu's kesenian are in 5th place. Chuchu's senikata is 2nd best. Chuchu's got the 'Lagu ciptaan Asli Terbaik' award. And the best thing's of all, the difference between the 3rd group and Chuchus is only 0.7 points. Overall, I'm satisfied with my team's performance result. Yelah, team aku nih tak sebagus mana, dapat 4th pun, mesti lah happy. Whatever it is, chuchus who are reading this, enjoy memang enjoy. Happy memang happy. Tapi, try even harder for the next competition. Remember, 'we are somewhere there, but not yet there.' Stay humble, chuchus. Especially the juniors. In the meantime, Congratulations on your achievements. the last day of training before the competition itself. have fun viewing. but sorry yer, name jer handphone canggih. Tapi sound quality merepek nak mampos. What to do. Kay dah jangan banyak bunyi, nak tengok tengok, taknak tengok diam diam suah. Giving myself exactly 2 months until now. 2 months to really get out of this shithole. If I'm still unable to by then, I will have to forgo the next upcoming competition. dengar dengar Piala Ilham Dipersembah? Woaaaaaaaaah. Kenangan. Labels: ;because you are still special, to me. posted on @ 12:11 AM | back to the top.
do you remember?
 'You know what? Yes I Have changed. I’m not as nice as I used to be, because I don’t want to get used or walked over, I don’t trust everyone and tell them my secrets , because behind every fake smile is a backstabbing bitch. I distance myself from people because in the end, they’re only going to leave. I Have changed because I have realized that im the only person I can depend on.' 'I have never understood the reasoning for someone to "move on" from a relationship. It's not like you are really going to "move on", you are just trying to tell your heart to stop thinking about that person every second of every minute of everyday until it finally becomes a routine and you don't notice it anymore. That is, until you see that person again, with someone who isn't you, and then you remind yourself again.' 'If I could give everyone one piece of love advice, it would be... once you find the one you've spent your whole lifetime searching for, don't give them up without a fight. Never let them just walk right out of your life. Whatever you do, don't ever let them go. Hold onto them with all that you've got, because you have no guarantee that they'll be back. So, don't make the mistake I have made. Don't just watch them leave. It could be the last you ever see them. Don't look back on it and regret not saying the words you needed to say, or doing the things you needed to do. Because the feeling of regret will never leave you.' Its the 23rd again today. Two months has already passed. Like seriously? posted on Sunday, November 21, 2010 @ 9:24 PM | back to the top.
what a way to end the night.
And before I start continue whatever that I have to say for today's post, let it be known first that it'll be the same old thing that I am gonna talk about. So please, if anyone's gonna be affected by it, please please, don't continue reading. Just let me have my own personal space to write whatever that I have in mind right now. Thank you. So, DkUlan competition is finally over. For all the hard work that chuchu's has put in, We won 'Lagu Ciptaan Asli Terbaik' and 'Seni Kata Harapan'. Alhamdullilah. Although chuchu tak dapat top 3 placing, tapi dengar2 khabar dari reliable sources somewhere, we got the 4th placing actually. Will update soon about the result as soon as it gets published on dkUlan blogspot, hopefully. Nevertheless, I'm still happy that at least ade jugak lah chuchu bawak balek piala jugak, so happy lah jugak. Syukur Alhamdullilah. So, yerp. I got selected to be in the top 14 awok-awok. Macam syai cakap, sememang-memangny kalau ikutkan hati, syai taqnaq lah main. Tapi Tok gave me super long text messages and words of encouragement which made me feel somewhat guilty to leave my brothers, just because of this. So, simply said DkUlan Comp is officilly my first competition which I'm involved in, not because I want to, but I had to. I knew that, as much as I tried my best to avoid her, it was of no use. CC tu pun, bukannye sebesar Vivocity kan, kecik jer. Ramai bebudak dikir pulaq tu. SO it was inevitable to spot her among the crowd, up there on stage, time waiting for results etc. Yes, I saw her. Wow. Haha. Rase pilu ade, rase happy, seronok semacam pun ade. I don't know the exact words for that, but paham paham kan aje lah yer. But since we did not, for the whole day, had that eye-to-eye contact, I was still fine with it. Takpe lah kan, buat buat tak nampak je lah. Susah beb susah, tapi syai cube jugaq. Backstage, just before chuchu's turn to perform, I kept telling myself to focus for that 12 minutes on stage. To put everything aside, at least for that 12 minutes or so. Haha. But, I failed. The moment I sat at the platform tu, dengan tidaq sengaje nye, mata ni start lah merayau-rayau pulaq. Nak tengok si dier tu ader ker tak. I know i know, a failure I am. But, for that 12 minutes up there on stage, it's amazing how I could not spot her, at all. sedih lah jugak kan. And i have to confess something here; part Wau bulan, I didnt really focus on the singing, I payed more attention on holding back the tears, which I managed. Hmm. Done with the performance, got changed quickly and proceeded on watching the rest of the competition. Until the announcement of the results, nothing much happened. Nampak jugak lah si dier, ke hulur ke hilir. But I kept myself busy talking to my friends, even had the opportunity to mix around and talk to the other dhiya' girls, Kak Farah, Aan sumer, and some bebudak tanjak. Wow. haha. Everything was actually going on fine, until the time to go home. Woah. Hahahaha. sumpah betul-betul nye anti-climax to my day. I was actually walking to the busstop, after a debrief with Tok and chuchus at the back of the carpark. Part tengah jalan nak ke busttop tu lah... boleh betembung dengan si dier, dengan si dier. Hahaha. Initially, syai kalau boleh memang nak kebelakang pusing ajer. Adoii. But then I chose not to lah kan. Because of the fact that I know, this will not going to be the first and the last time aniway, nanti future competitions pun, ni mende akan terjadi lagi. Betul? so yearp, syai tawakal je lah, jalan ajer ke arah dorang. Sampai jer kat diorang, hulur lah tangan, nak salam lah katekan. Dier pun jawab balek, hulurkan tangan jugaq. so kire okay lah tu, same same Islam. Made it a brief one though. I didnt even glance to look at her face even though we are just that close to each other. Bukan taqnaq okay, jangan salah paham. cumer, tak boleyy. sedih semacam biler part tu. Jangan cakap nak sebut 'hie' ah, nak senyum pun tak larat. Adoi Adoi. Tapi takpe lah, si dier dah happy dengan pasangan hidupnye, syai pun turut happy jugak lah kan, untuk dier. Hmmm. And that's basically how my day went today. And yerp, regarding about all those tagboard thingy that has been going on, I really hope it'll stop, like seriously. Sometimes I just don't understand kenape benci nah orang kat syai nih. Okay, maybe ader lah satu duer yang betul-betul ikhlas nak tengok syai macam dulu, but please. Im actually getting sick and tired of all those 'move on syai', 'be strong syai', or whatever kinds of encouragements that i got. Because why? It's not even working! And to not to leave your name behind, why? please, let me get this straight once and for all. I know myself better than anyone else. This is just me, when it comes to falling in love. As much as it's hard for a girl to really make me go heads over heel over her, its just as hard for me when I get dumped. I will not stop writing whatever shit that I feel like doing so, in my own blog. Everything that I have been writing down, is the truth of how I'm actually doing and all. what do you expect me to change then? write down that I'm actually back to my bubbly self, back to the happy-go-lucky syai that people knows me? Nope, I'll just be lying to myself. And my consciences is clear. You're certainly most welcome to come and visit my blog, but before anyone of you thinks of tagging me hurtful stuffs again, then please, just go away. that's all for today. Assalamualaikom. posted on Saturday, November 20, 2010 @ 12:59 PM | back to the top.
tangisan rindu.
You wanna know what’s really hard? It’s when you want to express what you feel… and all you can do is smile.  Definitely will, just one day. Good luck to all groups playing for tomorrow's Ulan competition. Have fun korang. posted on Wednesday, November 17, 2010 @ 11:06 PM | back to the top.
Where the love is great, the pain is great.
I just cannot describe the pain I'm feeling right now. I have actually wasted all my tears for someone who didn't deserve it. And I thought could go on from here, I was so wrong. Feeling so distraught right not that my world came crashing down as I found out the inevitable truth. Was I the last person on earth to know about this? I should have seen it coming. Finally, I understand this saying, " The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else." Last long alright. Labels: how could you. posted on Tuesday, November 16, 2010 @ 6:54 PM | back to the top.
Welcome to my Life.
Welcome To My Life. I used to look forward to after school, where either I'll be meeting up that someone, or I'll be having my dikir trainings. It used to be all so happy and sweet; because I'm actually doing something which I loved to do and don't mind that long journeys whatsoever.Well I Used to do all this. Fast forward to today, my life has the same routine over and over again; wake up, go to school, study, finish school, back home, pray, revise and then turn in for the night. The same old mundane routine every single day. It feels a little strange how lonely I feel the moment I reached home. Its like as though I can do something more exciting than having these routines now. Life for me has never been the same, to be honest. And I know it will never be just like how I was even before that darkest episode in my life. Am trying to move on still, and I hope it can get better in the future InsyaAllah. At least I can see a few positives coming out from this episode. for a start, ever since that day we broke up, I'd started to pray and all. Although I am actually embarrased to point this out, cause I know I should have like, done this ages ago. but its a start for me nevertheless, Alhamdulilah. And I've been paying much more attention to my studies now. Staying focus in class throughout the day, doing the excel and all, and then revising at home for UTs. I'll make it a point to be in class on time now, so that I wont get downgraded just because of a late attendance. In the past, I didnt really cared much about these sort of things, but now I do. I see myself as a different person now. Though I cant possibly be the old syai that people used to know, I'm trying to adjust myself to be a new me, and be more matured in my thinking this time. It's not easy to start off initially, let me point this out, and I don't want to risk the enormous effort that I've put it by constantly being reminded of the past. These are things which I dont have any control of, and the only thing I can do now is to keep on praying I'll get to see the light at the end of the tunnel, soon. And an anonymous friend of mine, I guess, ask me this question on formspring. Thanks a lot aite, whoever you are. Feel free to ask me there too okayy friends, if you wish to be anonymous. My formspring's kinda dead by the way. "somehow, whenever youre in a r/s it doesnt work out, or it doesnt last long. what do you think is the reason for this? do you think the reason/fault lies within yourself? or otherwise? For instance, the one that really made you cry all day long, all night long, pondering why must it happened and what could have been done to not let it happened, basically, in terms of your recent or past relationships simply said." "Ermm, impacted my life so much so that.. I'm actually still living in the past? And its so effing difficult for me to just forget that someone special and to move on with my life now. She'd impacted me so much that.. I still tear every now and then when the good, bad memories we shared together, comes flashing back. It impacted me so much that I now try to avoid the best I can, going down to bedok, sengkang and other relevant places just because I'll be stuck with those memories, and I'll be back to square one in terms of trying to picking up myself back.And the worst part is, Imma have to forgo doing something which I loved so much just so I can avoid bumping into her. Yes, that's how much she impacted my life. I hoped I did answer your question now. =/" "Wow, that is so saddening, it must be hard on you, i'm aware that you have so much passion in dikir . However so, be strong my dear, for you are still young . Take as much time as you want . I hope you will find your right one in years to come . Take care." Selamat Hari Raya Haji everyone, may you be in the best of health. Assalamualaikom. Labels: you don't know what it's like to be like me. posted on Friday, November 12, 2010 @ 5:47 PM | back to the top.
Impossible, definitely.
 le love~ And If I'm not wrong, today is the last day of the 'O'-levels paper right? anyone knows about it, can tell me? Well if it is, then I can bet you that someone right now is so damn happy that it is already over; finally free from all that stress, and she can finally do anything she wants now. And I mean anything. Back then, If we were still in that situation where she needed time off, then TODAY might have been the day that we supposedly got back together. Might have, but nope. Thats explain those angrysadpissedconfusedregrethurthopefulandsomuchmore feeling that I'm having right now. But its okay! I shall keep reminding myself, to keep on smilling. No matter how painful it is, I jut got to suck it up like a man. Come to think of it, Im getting better at hiding these emotions within me. Really really. Heh. Will not be going to Bedok today, again because of the same reason. what else? No, no bedok today. Anywhere but there, please. Enjoy your freedom to those who are done with their Os. Have fun now, you all deserve it. If there's anyone who knows when the 'O' level results will be out, please please let me know alright? thanks in advance. Have a nice day all. Day 1 in, have fun in camp alright. Labels: but you hate the thought of her being with someone else.., Deep down you know it’s best for yourself posted on Tuesday, November 9, 2010 @ 12:00 AM | back to the top.
It could have been our 6th.
 I braved myself before reading back whatever that I have wrote in that letter. And that was when all those flashbacks of that night came back. I could still replay back in my head every single thing that occured that night. And it feels just like yesterday. Tried as I might, I just could not control myself and broke down there and then. And as I watched the paper turned into ashes, I thought of how desperate I was, begging for you to please, come back to me and not go away. " Awaq, its the 9th today. If you could still remember, it was exactly 6 months ago that we got together. Mega Perdana Semi 2010. Now, I can only afford to smile and think about all those happy moments we both shared. the 9th of October, was the last time I heard your voice. I knew you remembered, and I was thankful that you did. I'm happy to see you being able to move on with your life now. If you're reading this, I just wanna wish you, though I know Im being perangai 'tak-tahu-malu' right now, a happy 'what would have been our 6th month together'. Yes, I'm still trying to move on, and I will. and No, syai tak mengharap awaq kembali kepade syai. Syai cumer harap, awaq tak akan luperkan saye. 2 more days before your free from O-levels kan? do your best okay. jia you awaq. =) " 'One more morning waking up without you. One more day thinking about you. One more night choaking back these tears; forever loving you, forever in my heart..' May Allah give me the strength to go through today. Amin. posted on Monday, November 1, 2010 @ 10:07 PM | back to the top.
Quietly forgiving and moving on is a gift to God; and myself.
 Greetings to all. For today, let me share a saying which I fortunately came across the other day here. Today's post goes out to every single one of you, whose going through the same shit like everyone else. " This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this... " Been trying to put my feelings into words that I hadly could explain. So, good thing I came across this. Cause I swear, this is the perfect example of how things has been for me. But hey, Allow me to share with you this then. " The greatest irony of love; Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. And sometimes, you think you’re already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person. Some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else. Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It’s just that one was being love too much and the other was being loved too little. As we all know that the heart is the center of the body, but it beats on the left. Maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always on the right. Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love, but to only discover that for them, we are just passing time while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. So here’s a piece of advice: let go when you’re hurting too much, give up when love isn’t enough, and move on when things are not like before. For sure there is someone out there who will love you even more. " Keep reminding yourself, 'For sure there is someone out there, who will love you even more.' Its hard, I know it well enough. But I have to, We have to. We will be okay. Tell ourselves this; that there’s no need to cry for someone from your past, because there’s a reason as to why they didn’t make it to your future. I hope this helps, friends. " Hey awaq. If you're reading this I just wanna say, all the best for your O's okay. It's the crucial week for you now. Just focus for this period, get it over and done with, and then you're finally free! Syai selalu doakan, that you will make it for your O's, and eventually get into the polytechnic of your choice. Do your best alright. Kirim salam your mum okay. " " And awaq, thanks for always being by my side when I had no one to turn to. The only reason why I'm able to pick myself up again is because of the never ending support from every single one of my wonderful friends. But ultimately, you played a really, really big part for all that smiles and laughters I've managed so far. If it weren't for you, I don't think I'll be able to get out from this shithole. Simply said, I owe my life to you. Terime kaseh banyak banyak awak. Terime kaseh. Likewise, I'll promise to be there for you too. A promise I'd made to myself, a promise that I will hold on to. Let me end off with this quote for you.. " ' When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us.~ ' See you guys in my next post friends. Assalamualaikom. |
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