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posted on Saturday, February 9, 2013 @ 3:09 AM | back to the top.
day 11
It definitely feels good to be back blogging again...I finally found some place to let everything out to ease this aching heart and mind. I wouldnt want to be ranting it out on my twitter page nor on my facebook page, lest people would think I needed attention. If anyone happens to chance upon this dusty blog of mine, i welcome you to read my posts, and do know whatever I post is what I needed to let it all out. I want you to know, that this past 11 days and counting has been a difficult moment for me just as much as you. I'd been waiting hopelessly for you to at least showed me that you still cared about me, about us. So you can probably imagined how I'd felt when you gave me that one text wishing me goodnight and that you missed me. I got to admit, I so wanted to reply to you and tell you how badly I miss you, yet ego stopped me from doing so. I thought that if i gave in (again), we could or might have been back together again, but really, would that have prevented us from the same issues that has become our stumbling block in the future? I dont think so. I wished you would understand why am I so adamant or dissaprove to your decision, I wished you would feel what I have felt.. Like what I said, I hope you will have to go through what I had with 'em so you will understand what it is like being me. On my part, I regretted saying its over at that night. I should have controlled my emotions better. Maybe, things would have turned out differently. And now, Im stuck with these uneasy & uncontrollable emotions every single day & night, longing for you to be back in my arms. Please do not give up on us. I still love you. I still love us. 
Allah, please keep her safe sound.
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