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posted on Wednesday, February 2, 2011 @ 11:51 PM | back to the top.
selamat pergi, selamat balek.
Fuck that song. Fuck this feeling im having. Fuck this shit. Why are you treating me like a piece of shit? I dont get it. Why do you even start it first, if you plan on making it even worse than it already is? You come and go as you please, but I'm the one who has to go through it all alone. I guess my friend is right. I am too softhearted, and I wished I could be just as heartless so that for once, you would understand this fucking feeling I'm having. But, how to? When it concerns you? You, someone who is still my number 1. Fuck this. Irritating? Wow. Aku irritating? Aper aku buat sampai cakap gitu pasal aku? Ader aku stalk ? Wait, siape yang stalk siaper? blog? I have my own fucking ways to know how you're doing. At least, its within my means. Aku tak kacau hidup orang. But why the fuck must you come, and then go? See what I meant by beng softhearted? I could write down what happened, but what for? I do not want to create trouble again for all of us here. Makin lamer, bukan makin benci. Makin rindu, makin sayang. And again, fuck this. If you think I'm irritating, then why bother starting it in the first place. kenape aku tunggu sampai pagy pagy bute hari demi hari? But that wasnt what I expected. Yes, Im hurt. Well, what's new? Hurt that you didnt spare a thought for my fucking feelings. You can just go bla bla bla, and then go off. Just like that. Me? I have to fucking trouble my own classmate to do a simple thing which I dont even have the balls to do it by myself; blocking you off. Why can't i just delete you away then? you get what Im trying to say. "In every break up, there's always one heart broken. The one that gets hurt, is the one that actually loved the other person." quoted somewhere from someone's twitter, which I have to agree. It's clear for all to see, isnt it? Let's see what people has to say about this. Look. why am I going back to what I have actually promised myself to do, at the start of the year? I am not, seriously. I'm just not fine with people treating me like an option, like an outlet for them to come, when they're bored. And go, when they have company. I don't miss you, I miss who I thought you were. That one, the one that I used to love, and still do. But not you. People change, don't they? Fuck this. The timing couldnt come any better. This is just what I needed to escape from all these dramas; A short getaway with the fam for a few days. And I have promised myself to leave every shitty feelings away for now, and concentrate on having fun time together. But yeah, I guess this is what will happen when you're a DCA student and you read up about all sorts of causes of airplane crashes every single day in RP; Im actually quite nervous to fly off later in the morning. Not that I have never been on a plane though. Just that whatever I've learnt in class somehow makes me paranoid. Haha. Iyerlah kan, ajal maut di tangan Tuhan. DOakan syai selamat pergy, selamat balek yer kawan kawan? Makaseh banyak2. Alright, I feel much better now. Got to turn in now to catch up on my sleep. TO all my kafir friends, Happy Chinese New Year okay. And for the rest of y'all, Be in the best of health. Good night world. Good night, awaq. |
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