Please Take Note.
People don't keep journals for themselves.
They keep them for other people,
like a secret they don't want to tell,
but they want everyone to know.
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"A blog is a personal diary. A daily pulpit. A collaborative space. A political soapbox. A breaking-news outlet. A collection of links. Your own private thoughts. Memos to the world."
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It could have been our 6th.
I braved myself before reading back whatever that I have wrote in that letter. And that was when all those flashbacks of that night came back. I could still replay back in my head every single thing that occured that night. And it feels just like yesterday. Tried as I might, I just could not control myself and broke down there and then.
And as I watched the paper turned into ashes, I thought of how desperate I was, begging for you to please, come back to me and not go away.
" Awaq, its the 9th today. If you could still remember, it was exactly 6 months ago that we got together. Mega Perdana Semi 2010. Now, I can only afford to smile and think about all those happy moments we both shared. the 9th of October, was the last time I heard your voice. I knew you remembered, and I was thankful that you did. I'm happy to see you being able to move on with your life now. If you're reading this, I just wanna wish you, though I know Im being perangai 'tak-tahu-malu' right now, a happy 'what would have been our 6th month together'. Yes, I'm still trying to move on, and I will. and No, syai tak mengharap awaq kembali kepade syai. Syai cumer harap, awaq tak akan luperkan saye. 2 more days before your free from O-levels kan? do your best okay. jia you awaq. =) "
'One more morning waking up without you. One more day thinking about you. One more night choaking back these tears; forever loving you, forever in my heart..'
May Allah give me the strength to go through today. Amin.
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