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posted on Monday, November 1, 2010 @ 10:07 PM | back to the top.
Quietly forgiving and moving on is a gift to God; and myself.
 Greetings to all. For today, let me share a saying which I fortunately came across the other day here. Today's post goes out to every single one of you, whose going through the same shit like everyone else. " This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this... " Been trying to put my feelings into words that I hadly could explain. So, good thing I came across this. Cause I swear, this is the perfect example of how things has been for me. But hey, Allow me to share with you this then. " The greatest irony of love; Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. And sometimes, you think you’re already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person. Some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else. Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It’s just that one was being love too much and the other was being loved too little. As we all know that the heart is the center of the body, but it beats on the left. Maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always on the right. Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love, but to only discover that for them, we are just passing time while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. So here’s a piece of advice: let go when you’re hurting too much, give up when love isn’t enough, and move on when things are not like before. For sure there is someone out there who will love you even more. " Keep reminding yourself, 'For sure there is someone out there, who will love you even more.' Its hard, I know it well enough. But I have to, We have to. We will be okay. Tell ourselves this; that there’s no need to cry for someone from your past, because there’s a reason as to why they didn’t make it to your future. I hope this helps, friends. " Hey awaq. If you're reading this I just wanna say, all the best for your O's okay. It's the crucial week for you now. Just focus for this period, get it over and done with, and then you're finally free! Syai selalu doakan, that you will make it for your O's, and eventually get into the polytechnic of your choice. Do your best alright. Kirim salam your mum okay. " " And awaq, thanks for always being by my side when I had no one to turn to. The only reason why I'm able to pick myself up again is because of the never ending support from every single one of my wonderful friends. But ultimately, you played a really, really big part for all that smiles and laughters I've managed so far. If it weren't for you, I don't think I'll be able to get out from this shithole. Simply said, I owe my life to you. Terime kaseh banyak banyak awak. Terime kaseh. Likewise, I'll promise to be there for you too. A promise I'd made to myself, a promise that I will hold on to. Let me end off with this quote for you.. " ' When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us.~ ' See you guys in my next post friends. Assalamualaikom. |
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