|
>
Kane Nobuhiro
Tagboard
Formspring
Archives
Affiliates
Twitter
|
|
Please Take Note.
 People don't keep journals for themselves. They keep them for other people, like a secret they don't want to tell, but they want everyone to know. I don't own any of these pictures unless I state them. All photos and quotes on this blog are the properties of the respectful owners.Anyone wishing for their works to be credited please contact me via formspring or the tagboard itself. thank you. |
posted on Saturday, October 9, 2010 @ 12:08 AM | back to the top.
its the 9th.
To that special someone, "Assalamualaikom awak. Hope you are in the best of health today. The clock has just strike 12, and its the 9th today. I will always remember this date on every month as it holds a special memory for me. Beautiful memories which has happened for the 5 months that has past. I do hope you still remember this special date shida, I really hope you do. Like I said, ever since you walked out of my life, I am never the same syai ever again, cause you have yet to return my heart back. But, I guess it does not matter anymore, cause syai.. is no longer in your heart anymore. I can sense that. Shida, I don’t understand why u have been keeping quiet all this while. I’ve been counting the days ever since u left me, while praying and hoping that you will just text me, or even call me. Have u stop caring for me right after you left me that night? Let me tell you shida, im suffering. Suffering because here I am still crying and thinking about you, every single night. Please shida, I want to forget you. I don’t hope of being with you anymore. But please don’t do this to me. It hurts real bad. And the fact that I just don’t have anyone else to turn to; my family’s situation is in turmoil, plus you, I can really go crazy with my life now. why are u being so different towards me now? When I was once your everything, am I just now another human being which u don’t feel like contacting anymore? I hate this absolutely zero contact between us. Whatever it is, I am still gonna wait to see if you will text me, just one fine day. I'll pray for your Os shida. I really hope you'll keep to your promise that you'll end up in a Polytechnic in your next phase of life. Keep to your promise, that you want to make mummy proud of you. Insyallah, you'll make it. If you have already found my replacement now, or even later, then of course I'll be really happy for you. BUt for now, really focus on your O's okay. Study smart alright. Happy ‘what would have been our 5th month’ shida. Kirim salam mummy kay. Assalamualaikom. " Supposed to be texting her all this, but I decided not to. Cause I know she won't reply any of my text messages anymore, so let's just do it here. I hope she'll read this one day, and I hope by that time, I can finally be able to move on by then. Insyallah. Thanks for the endless support, friends. I'm realy blessed that you guys care a lot about me, be it close friends, mutual friends, new friends. Seriously from the bottom of heart, I thank you all. Till next time. I hope today will be the last night, I cry for you. |
| © (kane nobuhiro's space.) |
