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posted on Tuesday, June 21, 2011 @ 10:36 PM | back to the top.

jom bentang cerite. nak?

Are you mad because what I say is an insult to you,

or are you mad that I'm speaking the truth?

First thing first, let me say I was actualy wondering why all that even happened. Because on my part, I really thought it was settled there and then and everything was cleared. But now, everything seemed clear now. So yup, I'm here once again to rectify every single misunderstandings and I wish to put a stop to this.

Okay, I think I might type in a mixture of both english and malay. So, please excuse me. (:

First of all, let me repeat myself time and again that this blog of mine here is my one and only outlet for me to express every single emotions that I may have. And i repeat time and again, I am aware that people do read my blog, so I am mindful of choosing my words and not to mention names for the fact that i don't want to get into trouble with anyone here. It could be any Tom, Dick or Harry which I'm referring to about, isnt it? no?

Okay, let's be upfront here. I know very well that you WILL be reading this post again, but again I will never mention names for the fact that, others will read as well and I do not want the rest to get involved in this. Diorang sumer boleh cakap, pikir, rase ape diorang nak.. but I would prefer to have this one way topic, about you and me, without involving the rest of them.

Next point, Kutuk? Alright. Tell me which ever part of my sentence is an insult to you. the title? Well, I really feel it that way. Like come on, both of us are adults, in the same company, and yet we're having these online arguments about something we both love? perangai kau, perangai aku. samer. tak boleh dinafikan.

Next point, kenape tak letak kat fb? come on, which means to say, everything boleh diselesai kalau aku tulis the exact same sentence, word for word dekat fb? Fb, where eveeeeeeeery single people boleh bace, boleh menilai, and wonder whether kite duer orang ni ade masalah with each other? Sorry, thats not the way. And referring back to the first point, part mane kau rase aku mengutuk ?

Third point, about that particular sentence which u said something about me wanting to take over. You know, aku sememang memangnye, kalau boleh nak copy that sentence down, but again like i say, aku taknak. pasal ape? pasal orang lain pun bace blog ni. so, kalau aku tulis.. confirm2 dorang sumer dah tawu betol? so aku wont. but Im pretty sure you're clever enough to understand which sentence im referring to. So..... okay. Like ape yang kiter bertige dah berbual habes habes-an, dah discuss, dah decide dah settle. aku dah cakap time and time again, yang aku tak pasal kalau kau wants to be the one to lead. All im asking from the 3 of us, is that we decided on matters which requires our experience. Aku still believe that having this kind of system would actually work, if and i say if, we work together. Sumpah kawan, aku bukan nak tunjuk pandai dan aku bukan sikap orang yang giler pangkat okay. Besides, we have decide yesterday, isnt it? even YOU yourself agreed to this agreement together. So, why then did you have to comment that way, as if I wanted everything to myself? Ni part aku tak paham, seriously.

Another point, cakap macam mane punye cakap, aku am still standing to what my own judgements. Yes, aku believe that I am better than you. I said that straight to your face. But never have I mentioned that I would be better at managing than you. Back to my point, dari kiter berperang gini macam, why cant we just work together, for the benefit of the rest. Yes, kau lagy lamer. but what does it prove? so, being in the arena for a longer period of time than me means something? Okay, i do not want to even quarrel with you about this. let's talk about thing that you're unhappy with me. kau kecik hati ker, biler aku cakap aku lagi bagus dari kau pasal tu? Fine, let's prove it together. back in our own company. have that same level of passion you have for ours just like how kau bersungguh2 untuk menaikkan dorang2 nih.

Another point even before kau akan shoot back, the reason why aku choose to 'reply' to kau through here is because aku tak nak bende ni dibesar2kan, diheboh2kan. what initialy started off as a matter between the 3 of us, I am pretty sure that now everyone else knows about this. Let's not lie to ourselves okay. Its all up to you really, if you want to make a big fuss about everything.. sekirenye sampai jugaq ke telinger aku nih yang aku ni gilerkan name, kuasa ataupun pangkat, aku will talk it out with them. The whole lot of you, knows only one side of the story. so dont be too quick to judge me. Lagy sekali aku cakap, aku tulis kat sini dan bukan di fb, bukan kerana aku nak bitch pasal kau (note that i have never for once sworn at all for any of the posts relating to this.), pasal aku nak kutuk kau, bukan pasal aku ni jantan kelepeh tak tao nak upfront berbual ngan kau ke pe. Tapi because of one reason only, pasal ni bende. antara kau dan aku. aku taknak sape2 yang ade kene mengene dengan hal ni, tahu tentang masalah yang kiter due ade waktu ni, and settle it within kiter.

I can choose to call you to talk it out, but i dont think kau will ever want to talk again. So, since you want it to be that way, i accept it. so, here i am, ranting it out here on my space and let everyone else wonder who the hell am i blabbering about. Don't worry macha, you have my promise that sape2 yang tanye pasal ni, aku tkkan kecoh2 kan, unless you want it otherwise.

sekian.

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Panjang jugak aku membebel. Well, honestly speaking, i am equally angry and sad right now. Angry because... niat benar aku disalah anggap orang, sekarang sume orang akan pikir yang aku nih hidung tinggi. Bertahun2 aku bergiat, tak pernah aku ade masalah macam gini. and coming it from the one you least thought would happen, it feels suckish, serious.

And Im sad as well, because of two egoistic people who wants their own way of doing things, neither of them can come to a decision, and at the end of the day, we are no longer friends. That, to me is really saddening. Samer2 minat, samer2 nakkan yang terbaik, but this had to happen.

Fine, kalau kau dah tak anggap aku sebagai kawan, aku terime.
Aku janji kau, selepas ni aku akan berbual dengan orang berkuasa tentang ni, see how things can be solved, and if we all agree that aku yang punca masalah korang yang selame ni tak pernah pun ade masalah, seperti mane korang cakap.. I will take a step back.

Sekirenye ape aku tulis atau cakap terguris hati kau, aku mintak maaf.

[ and I'm done ]

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