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posted on Sunday, May 29, 2011 @ 6:57 PM | back to the top.
why must shit happen all the time?
Problems after another. Im getting sick of all these added stress to my already hectic lifestyle. Why do you still keep creating these mess one after another. I thought everything returned back to normal and life can go as as per normal. But today, the text message that you wrongly send it to me proved otherwise. Why? If you dont love us anymore, if you dont love the family, then kindly tell us so. I've had enough of your nonsense and I am on the brink of losing it all together. How am i supposed to respect you, when you're not showing me that you have changed? Its time like this I wished neneq were still around to hear me out. She's the only one woman I loved so dearly, the one that understands me inside out. Now that she's gone for almost 2 years now, I feel so alone and without anyone I can really turn to whenever shits happen. sigh. Dad has been really strong to go through all this. But until when, ayah? There's a limit to one's own strength and it does not help that everytime it happens, you swallow it to yourself. Must we wait until the next time this happens again, which can be a few days, months or even years later, and then you will decide to confront again? Honestly, I don't think you will ever learn your lesson. Honestly, I do think you still keep things behind our back. Tapi Tuhan maha Adil dan tahu menahu segalanyer. Sepandai-pandai tupai melompat, akhirnye jatuh ke tanah juga. It is never my intention to disrespect you, but I really need clarifications on this matter. Think for the family, it is never just about you only. I pity my little sister. She's too young to understand what is happening in the house. I salute my dad, for staying strong and still holding on, all these while. So please, if you dont love us anymore, leave us. I still love you, mom. |
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