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posted on Tuesday, March 15, 2011 @ 10:12 PM | back to the top.
stay or to go?
Is there any such thing as a 'one-club man' anymore ? or simply said, is there anyone who values 'loyalty' is this world, still? Say, you have been with this cliques of friends for a few years now, everything seems so fun and great initially that you dont mind meeting 'em all once every few weeks because you'll just love the company. And then suddenly you realised one by one, every single one of them starts to have a change of behaviour, having their own personal 'clique' within the group itself and you feel the distances between these friends growing as days goes by. So, what will you actually do in this sort of situation ? Leave 'em... or stay with them? Had it not been for this one particular man, who I have always seen as a leader, a mentor and the one that I looked up to, I would have left these friends a looooong time ago. For the fact that I would not be where I am now had it not been for him, Im still with these people because of the fact I am one loyal guy. Uh uh. I kind of missed how close we were all back then, even though we had nothing to our name. And it's saddening to see that we're slowly changing, be it knowingly or unknowingly, as everyone's busy with their respective lives. Which I can't really blame though, as much as how I wished things would not have changed it is something we have no control of. And i swear I just do not know why i have been having these thoughts lately, and it has been going on and on for a few days now. It feels so wrong to be playing around with thesee thoughts but it felt somewhat good at the same time. Now, the question is do I follow my heart and go or to stay? that's something I have no answer to, and I am still searching for it. Having said that, I still have that respect and love to this 'group of people' that I'm lucky to have known for these 5, 6 years. I just hope everyone wakes up and see that we can actually do much much better and make this friendship last till the end. I'm tired of seeing the same attitude over and over again every single time we meet up. Please, do something about it. I really do not want to go over the same routine every single time. We need to change, or I will have to go. |
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