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posted on Tuesday, March 9, 2010 @ 7:14 PM | back to the top.
its all in the past.
good day, my fellow readers. Okay, since i have really nothing to do right now, i thought of blogging just to kill my time. Alright this time, im gonna share about the love story about a very close friend of mine. We had this super long conversation the other day when we met, about our love life and i thought of sharing it to the best of my knowledgE. It's gonna be a long post, so please bear with it alright. My friend (which i shall call him A), has a teeny-weeny crush on this girl, (lets call her S). when A was sec4, S was only in sec2. And so he asked for her number, hoping they could be friends. And he did got her number, so that's how he and her started getting to know each other. From text messaging each other, to the frequent late night calls, the crush developed into something much more serious, he was definitely falling for her. He finally confessed to her about his feelings, but he didnt really expect anything much from her, so he was shocked when he knew she actually had the same feelings for him as well. So, they got together. That was really the happiest moment for him, since it was his first ever serious relationship he had gone into. And everything seem so rosy, initally. But things changed somehow. He realised, he was always with her, most of the times, such that he didnt really focus on his studies. He knew it was his Olevel years, the most important year of his life, yet. So, he sat down with her, telling her about his situation and all, and they both agreed on splitting up, taking things easy, while still being the best of friends with each other. But, he did promised her one thing; He wants her to be with him again, right after the last paper of his O levels. However, A found out that several few months later, S got into another relationship with another guy, so you could somehow imagine how he must have felt at that point of time. But he could not be angry nor sad, because he knew, S could be with anyone she really wants, because he had no right over her. Fast forward to a year later, he ended up in ITE. he had lost contact with that girl, completely. but he somehow wished that that they would be in contact again, while secretly harbouring hopes that they could be together, once again. Alas, one fine day, entah aper angin, ribut takda, taufan takda, she msged him. OUT OF THE BLUE. he was damn shocked, and happy at the same time. so like normal, they updated about each other's life and stuff. It was later knows that S had just broken up with the guy, after A. and she talked about how she missed being with him, and stuff like that, INDIRECTLY. she even went to the point of giving him the lyrics to the song, 'Atas Nama Cinta' by Rossa to ask him to figure out what S is exactly feeling. and as Slenger as he has always been, he just could not get it, that she wanted him back in her life! =_=" okay, to cut the story short, after months of waiting, A finally had her back in his arms. He promised to himself, that this time, he is never going to let S go, again. for the few months that she dissapeared, he took the time to reflect of all the things that has happened and how things would have became, and now that they're together again, he wanted to be the best boyfriend ever he could be for her. But, sadly. it did not last long. All of a sudden, S kept avoiding him. S did not pick up his endless call, S did not reply his constant messages. And everytime, he tried calling her house number, her brother or anyone will always say the same thing; she was not at home. A was really confused as to why S is punishing him because he really thought hard at what did he really do wrong towards her. The only thing he could do was to communicate with a close friend of her, and told her to update him about S whereabouts. simply said, he confided and share everything with that friend of S. It was later found out that S does not want to have anything to do with him anymore, as what was being said to him by that friend. so he, really could not stand all of that, finally got to talk to her on the phone after so long, pleading her just what went wrong. A begged S to meet him tomorrow after school just to thrash things out. he even said, that he would only agree on a breakup if S meet him for that last time. she gave him hell lots of excuses, but finally she relented. she agreed on meeting him outside the school, at the park for a few minutes. that day, A was supposed to be sitting for his year 1 final exam paper, but he actually skipped it, just so he could spent maybe 5-1omins of the time with her. he had actually hoped that he could save the already broken relationship. Even if that fails, at least he could see her for the last time, or lest he thought. So, they were supposed to meet at 123opm. but he was already under the park bridge at 11am. he sat there, alone as he had to plan whatever crap he had to say in the shortest amount possible. he was nervous as the time ticks closer. But guess what? A waited, and waited until it passes the time where she promised to meet him. And he kept waiting, because he thought S could have most probably be released late. It was already about 1pm, and as A finally gave up, his phone rang. but it was not S, it was her friend. the friend told him, that S was sorry she could not meet him and that she is sorry but she did not want to continue the relationship. and all he said was, " okay then. and tell her i wish her all the best. " Only god knows how A must have felt at that point of time. Hurt, Heartbroken, and he definitely felt cheated. and that coming from the only girl he really loved, it was too much for him to handle. And just because of this incidence, he has no more trust in girls, and this episode continues to traumatize him every time he tried mixing with girls. fast forward to today, he has finally moved on. but he will never forget about what she did to him, ever again. the only girl he really treasured, had to break his trust and love. and up until now, he still chose to be single, for the fact that he did not want to go through the pain ever again... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ that is more or less how the story goes for this close friend of mine. i dont know why im sharing this with all of you, but like i say, it somehow touches me. which really got me thinking . what IF one fine day, that girl he used to love so dear, comes back into his life? so what is he going to do? |
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