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posted on Wednesday, August 25, 2010 @ 10:43 PM | back to the top.
my back against the wall.
 *Credits goes to the owner of the image above* Missing you badly right now, love. Need to do some reflections of myself. So many stuff that I have to do, that i have to complete. UT3 is coming up really soon, and I need to study now, rather than later. I dont even think 11 days would be enough to complete every problem for 5 different modules. And it sucks knowing that I need to put in much more effort for me to clear the 2 point average. Just the average, mind you. Sheesh. Which leaves me with GNK pratices. I'd told myself that Imma gonna use these 2 weeks of holidays to revise for my upcoming UT3, but then again I know i have to improve on my attendance for GNK. I have never thought that GNK's going to take up a lot of my time. Reflections coming up in less than 2 months time, and yet the practices are already on a 3times per week session. Just imagine when reflections are drawing nearer. I feel bad for skipping trainings, and I admit to feeling quite lost whenever I do come for trainings, knowing that I have so much to catch up on. Which then leaves me to my dikir barat practices. Yes, for now there are no trainings since Raya is coming. Kire macam taking a short break lah kan. But what happens after that? Dengar-dengar, there will be a competition somewhere in October or November. And if it is true, and provided if Cucu's be competing, I will want to fight for selection, again. And if that were to happen, I can foresee trainings for Reflections and my dikir trainings to clash. See what im trying to point out here? I just have too much commitments, and if I were to sacrifice one of them, you should probably know what my answer would be. I guess I have to talk to Shaa or Ahmud about this, if there is any solutions to it. But, if it there isnt any conclusions to it, then I will have to do something about it, like pulling out from Reflections altogether. I know it'll be a drastic solution here, but I just dont want to affect the rest, who has always been coming for trainings and whatnots. you get my point. sigh. 15 days of puasa done, and alhamdulilah belum buang pun satu hari. Proud kaper seh. hahaha. Next week, will be a busy week for me. firstly, Iftar with W25H peeps. And then Iftar with Adi, Zul and the gang. And then Iftar with budak2 secondary school. Asyik makan luar ajer, mampos aku! kocek tengah kering sia ni. Looks like I may have to forget about going to Iftar with them, but I'll see how okay. Thanks for the invitation aniway, i appreciate that. SOrry in advance! Okay lah, I guess that's all about today's post. Need to read a little bit on those stupid notes I made before I head to bed. Take care everybody, selamat berpuasa. =) |
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