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posted on Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ 1:26 AM | back to the top.

happy new year, everyone.

and so its the last day before the year 2009 ends and we welcome the year 2010. Honestly, i am scared for what the future will hold for me, or whether i will still be around for the whole year of twenty-oh-ten and beyond. well, i will just take it as it goes and hope that 2010 would be a year of full of surprises for me. Amin~~

okay roughly the year of 2009 have been a pleasurable year. Experienced both the ups and downs of life. I'll try to recall to the best of my knowledge everything that i have gone through throughout this year alright.

~Happy Moments!~

(1)
successfully graduated from ITE Simei with higher nitec in Electrical Eng.
but i have yet to collect my cert.
=________="

(2)
successfully entered Republic Poly,
thus achieving my dad's dream.

(3)
thus, meeting new wonderful friends like Siti, Ahmad, Mai
Ain, Mirah, Zul, Azhar and the beloved W35F Peeps.

(4)
Joined the GNK Family,
and met new friends like B, Zul, Kak Rose, Kak Shaa, Mai, Zaff and the gang.

(5)
got 2nd placing for Piala Seni Dikir 4
with AC Ilsapudih.
( combination of ChuChus and Andika)

(6)
still have that random lepak session with the lepak gangs
like Arif, Han, Mus, Saf and Ilah.

(7)
got to know someone whom I will never forget
for the rest of my entire life.

(8)
passed my 2b motor license test
with just a single attempt!

yeah, that's about it. Those happy moments that occurred to me for the year of 2009. I am pretty sure that there are more than what i have written down, but i just can't think of anymore at the moment. will probably note it down later when i have remembered them aite. So, not only that. I too, like any other human beings, have my own share of unhappiness, such as :-

~Sad/Angry Moments!~

(1)
my new phone dropped into the toilet bowl,
thus i had to use my old one, the N70 UP UNTIL NOW.

(2)
that knee injury i had sustained during a soccer tournament i was in
back in 2008, and it hurts, TILL NOW.

(3)
As such, I can never play soccer, AGAIN.
its as good as calling myself a crippled.

(4)
the death of my beloved granny on the 1st of May.
this was really the most painful reality i have to accept
that neneq wont be around me, ever again.
='(

(5)
got to know my own mum had an online affair with another man,
which nearly ended with a divorce, had i not intervened.

(6)
and mum and dad had been quarreling a lot, ever since.
i really hoped this stops.

(7)
i don't know whether its true,
but i think now, my dad has an affair with another woman.
this is just my instinct. but i really hope im wrong.
Tuhan yang tahu segala-galanya,
kalau betul, mesti Dia tunjukkan.

(8)
known someone, which made an impact to my life.
but sadly, we are not on talking terms anymore.
i dont know why, it just died.
but i still hope, we can be like how we used to be,
cause i just hate this silence.

As you can see, i may laugh, i may smile. I may do all those stupid, funny things. But deep within, no one knows the actual Syai, really. Ever since my dearest neneq left me, i am feeling all alone in this world. it feels as though no one really is there for syai, cause it used to be only her who really cares for me. With the ongoing problems and shoutings at home, who can i turn to to pour out my sorrows? Mum? Dad? No, i am not able to. Pity my lil sis, for having to go through all this. She's still young, and she has to face all this. that's probably why im strict towards her, too strict i guess. Cause having that natural 'big bro' thingy, makes me too protective of her.

But i choose not to succumb to fate. I wont sit down, and cry and let all that get onto me. I choose to stand up, with my head held high and stay positive. i have always believed in this:
"A minute of your time spent being sad, is 60 seconds happiness of your life being wasted"
so i choose to be happy, to accept whatever God has planned for me, with open arms and just to enjoy life while i am still given the opportunity to. =)

Alright, to end with my post for today, these are just some of the things which i really hope, will happen to me in Twenty-O-Ten.

(1)
to be in the Mega Perdana 2010 Finals
with ChuChu Datuk Merah.

(2)
hope that I will still be as close with Siti, Ahmad, Azhar
and the gang.

(3)
for the GNK Family to bond together much more closely
as a family.

(4)
hope that my knee will recover soon, such that i can kick a soccer ball again.
i hope so.

(5)
to have a happy family back again.

(6)
hope that i can continue my friendship with her,
like how it used to be.
yes, you.
you know who, cause i know you'll be reading this.

(7)
hope that my granny is doing well,
wherever she is now.
and for her to come to my dreams, again
please neneq!

(8)
still have that random lepaks with the lepak gangs
( Saf, Arif, Han etc)
and our friendship to stay strong, come what may.

(9)
more medal/awards/trophies
for upcoming dikir barat competitions
with Chuchu!

(10)
wants that class 2A and class3 license
by 2010.
conform punya!

and last but not least,

(11)
For all my friends, or whoever that knows syai
to be happy always with their loved ones.
Amin~~
=)

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!
~ ikhlas dari syai ~

[ and i'm done. ]

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